gray months where I was convicted doctors lung cancer and should be removal of part of existing lung cancer was right above me. It happened after Hari Raya Idul Fitri 2005 I felt my body healthy and less likely every day my weight down 1 / 4 pounds while I eat as usual.
From there I went to the lab to perform a general check up, because since ceased to be a national athlete, I've never check up again. And the result of a check-up was discovered that the lung tumor right above me there at 6 (six) inches. Previously I had a feeling that lung cancer because I was a heavy smoker (one day average could be up to 60 cigarettes.) At that time I received with strong because I feel the disease is a result of the habit of smoking as a teenager.
Ironic indeed, while I was a former national team captain even in the era of the 1980-1990 softball branch, which is supposed to live without tobacco. Though already do not get enough of the environment around me encourage me to quit smoking but I replied with a smug that I'm an athlete, so there's no reason to smoke but healthy. It was not visible because of cigarettes that he said if someone was smoking so he would not be strong enough to run away, or in other words, smokers' breath became short. That does not happen to me. And did I prove it in every practice or in a national training (national training camp) the condition of my body okay wrote, so why I smoke had no effect at all.
Incidentally the doctor who examined me after the results of x-ray is my brother own a lung specialist doctor (Dr. Menaldy Rasmin SPP (K)). After going through more detailed examination is done broncoscopy and biopsy, there is no other way except surgical removal of the upper right lung that has been affected by cancer.
That's when I began to fear for life because frankly I have never been such thing as surgery especially prolonged illness and should be hospitalized. I began to avoid each time my sister asked when ready for operation. I just said tomorrow, tomorrow, and tomorrow, which actually, I'm very, very scared for surgery. In fact I could run to the alternative treatment. Apparently not produced results that I expected.
I then came to the place of practice as a result my sister and asked if I do not want surgery (when I was into alternative medicine my sister i do not know). My sister told me if I'm not going to happen surgery swelling in the body to the right, starting from the right hand and hold the right chest. Well if you have swelling then the operation can not be done, only when the pain will be given anti-sickness medication, if shortness of breath shortness of breath will be given the drug, in other words I live counting days to die. That's where I got scared, and resigned to giving up surgery
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